Monday, June 25, 2012

Melissa Gorga - How Many Times

Best song lyrics!

How many times
Did I feel I was lonely
How many times
Did I feel I couldn't make it
How many times [x3]
Did I turn to you

Whenever I needed
Someone to love me
Whenever I needed
Someone to touch me
How many times [x3]
It was always you

You're my rock
He's my heart
You place me upon a
Pedestal like I was the one

Now I know
Dreams come true
Every night I pray for you

When part of me died
He sent you to me
He knew that you be the right one for me
How many times [x3]
Did I turn to you

How many times
Did I feel I was falling
When I was lost
You heard me calling
How many times [x3]
It was always you

You're my rock
He's my heart
You place me upon a
Pedestal like I was the one

Now I know
Dreams come true
Every night I pray for you

I love you [x3]
I really do
I love you [x3]
I really do

Now I know
Dreams come true
Every night I pray for you

Now I know
Dreams come true
Every night I pray for you

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Peace within Yourself...

As time passes we all grow and mature. I look back with no regrets but I do look back and think if I have ever hurt anyone intentionally or unintentionally. I personally took the time out today and contacted someone who deserves a long overdue apology. It doesn't matter to me if I ever hear from the person. I do know I made an effort and sent out a genuine apology. I urge you to look back.... Does someone you know deserve to be contacted and made peace with ? *My Words, My Canvas*

Monday, June 18, 2012

Gods Creation

If god had created us in his image what gives anyone the right to label someone as ugly? Honestly why judge anyone... Look in the mirror and realize what your deficits are and dedicate your time to improving yourself. Don't waste your time labeling others. It's not your job. We are gods creation always remember that. *My Words, My Canvas*

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Monday, June 11, 2012

Word to the Wise…


I have said it before but assumptions suck! A brief overview of the origination of this topic.
A friend of mine was going to visit me this month, I was super excited. Today my friend calls me and tells me that it’s not a good idea because he isn’t looking for a relationship.

I thought to myself: Wow, wow hold on let’s wait right there! A relationship?!? Um yeah buddy you have always been nothing more than just a FRIEND. I was excited that MY FRIEND was going to come visit. Never did I ever want a relationship with you neither did I think you were type.

In order to develop a relationship you need time and you need to get to know someone. You cannot jump into a relationship after sporadically talking every once in a while. I call that an acutance, lucky that I even gave it a title of friend.

Don’t assume things.

*My Words, My Canvas* 

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Story of the Night.

I went out to dinner tonight with a bunch of my close friends and a few I just met the night before. Out of all these people I noticed one in particular who had an issue with me from the moment she met me. Tonight her demeanor was rude throwing low blows. Nothing I couldn't handle. I managed to shut her up. After dinner I was driving home and my friend said, "wow that girl really is unhappy with herself." I asked, "what do you mean." My friend stated, "well just her interaction with you was different then her interaction with everyone else. It seems like she was jealous."


I then realized and this will be my thought of the night....if you don't like who you are CHANGE it don't envy others! I am the way I am because I make an Effort in life. There is enough hate, jealousy, terror, pain and sadness in the world leave out of MY life.


*My Words, My Canvas*


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Thursday, June 7, 2012

Update Over Time...

I have been MIA. A lot has happened and instead of writing a long post on what I've learned during this time, I am going to do a quick reference. What does that mean? Well I'll tell you what went on and what I learned (list style).

1) I finally decided to resign - Lesson Learned: You should always love what you do, and love the environment of where you work. If you do not like the environment (i.e. co-workers) you won't be happy.

2) I've started school again - Lesson Learned: Completing my Ph.D is my dream. Never let anything or anyone hold you back from accomplishing your goals and dreams.

3) Time to relax - Lesson Learned: Self-Care is very important. Often times we get so caught up in making money and being successful in life that we forget to take care of ourselves. Make sure you take an hour a day for yourself.

4) I've been very down - Lesson Learned - If one door closes another one opens. Don't ever give up. Stay positive.

5) My Birthday is on it's way. July 17th =) I'll be 27. I think I will have a big birthday bash. Lesson Learned: This is something I was never able to do. Celebrate yourself! Enjoy life.

*My Words, My Canvas*