Feeling of the night...

I am not dead but I feel dead I am not lifeless but I feel lifeless I am not alone but I feel alone I am not in pain but I feel pain I am strong but I don't feel strong I feel nothing, I am nothing.

*My Words, My Canvas*

Thought before bed...

Do not look forward to what may happen tomorrow; the same everlasting Father who cares for you today will take care of you tomorrow and every day. Either He will shield you from suffering, or He will give you unfailing strength to bear it. I pray for those who are currently struggling, stressed or weak be given strength to overcome any obstacle placed before them in life.

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Thought of the night

Always remember a person who talks to you about others, will also talk to others about you.

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Hurt....

People shouldn't say things they don't mean. Don't say you want to get to know someone when you don't. Don't say you wish they were there with you when you don't. Don't say you miss them if its not true. Saying all those things and not meaning it makes you a liar. It's hurtful to know you never ment what you said. Good night world. God bring me a better tomorrow. *My Words, My Canvas*

Posting After A While....

It has been a while since my last post. A lot has happened and I plan to do a full update soon. However I had a quick thought today. After a month I was contacted by someone I use to talk to. I stopped talking to him due to him being an arrogant douchbag. After talking to him very briefly today I remembered why I stopped talking to him and realized ...once a jerk always a jerk. Follow your instincts. And remember your first decision is the best decision. Things happen for a reason. 

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