Man hoe

What is wrong with the world today. Grown ass men acting like immature teenagers. Sending picture of their penis like we females should be shocked and or reply with an "oh wow!" Man first of all you're not the only one in this world with a dick so stop showing it off. Have some self respect and second stop complaining about how you do the same thing every night and how you're bored with life ...stop being a man whore. It's not cute, it is disgusting. Again you show no self respect. Why do you think women are becoming powerful leaders in this world, well it's because you men have stopped chasing success and now chase us. Powerful, independent, beautiful women. Little do you know ..,we don't need you... You men who are doing the same thing you did when you were 19/20 are a dime a dozen. 

Thoughts after midnight...

There’s a huge difference between having the money to buy something and being able to afford something.

Three Solutions

Three solutions to every problem: Accept it, change it or leave it. If you can't accept it, change it. If you can't change it, leave it.

Fake vs. Real

Is my smile fake or real... No one will ever know

Depression kills

True Feelings...

Harsh

Your harsh words pierce my heart

Your loud scream deepen my wounds 

You make a dead soul want to kill itself 

Please leave I can't take it anymore 

Forever numb 

Forever cold

Hate in my heart 

Death in my soul 

*my words, my canvas"

Birthday

Tomorrow is my birthday and I have to say it feels like just another day.... Can that day just be over with already...

Forgotten

Am I that easily forgotten....

Empty

Everyone thinks I have it all but it's so empty behind these walls...

I don't want any part of it...

If this is what the world has become I don't want any of it. If this is how men treat women I am thankful to be alone. If this is what women think they deserve count me out. I have way too much offer to be manipulated and played. 

*My Words, My Canvas*

Respect

I refuse to respect those people I have lost all respect for... 

Shape our future...

The sweetest people get the poorest treatment. While the disrespectful and ignorant get treated like queens and kings. The way you treat others will shape the future. 

*My Words, My Canvas"

Nothing

Whether in a room full of people or in a room all alone ... I always feel invisible and I am ashamed to admit that to those who love me.

Been too long...

I haven't written in a while, I've been dead on the inside for far to long to write. Something that once came to me so effortlessly, now seems to take so much out of me. I contemplate whether to share or not, there are several nights I grab my phone and write, but never post. I feel like there was a time where my readers looked forward to hearing from me but now maybe they have all drifted away.

I'm just tired ...is this really life? So many people are making it a game...

*My Thoughts, My Canvas*