Winners vs. Losers

Winners look at what they are going to, losers look at what they are going through.

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Anyone?

Enough said...
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Memories...

Sade - Somebody Already Broke My Heart

You came along when I needed a saviour
Someone to pull me through somehow
I've been torn apart so many times
I've been hurt so many times before
So I'm counting on you now

Somebody already broke my heart
Somebody already broke my heart

Here I am
So don't leave me stranded
On the end of a line
Hanging on the edge of a lie
I've been torn apart so many times
I've been hurt so many times before
So be careful and be kind

Somebody already broke my heart
If someone has to lose, I don't want to play
Somebody already broke my heart
No, no I can't go there again

You came along when I needed a saviour
Someone to pull me through somehow
I've been torn apart so many times
I've been hurt so many times before
So I'm counting on you now

Somebody already broke my heart
If someone has to lose, I don't want to play
Somebody already broke my heart
No, no I can't go there again

Hang Up

Apologies mean nothing to me anymore. Because I know they can't take back pain or how an individual made someone feel. Neither will it fix what's broken. The fact remains that on several occasions lies were told. I could never forgive a liar and someone who can give up so easily. Someone who can hang up on a person who they claim to care for. Someone who will delete you out of their life.Everyone has a past that will hold them back from things, learn to get over it. Stop using it as an excuse. It is what it is. If your not in control of your emotions someone or something else is.
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Leave Me Alone

Believer

Never Felt The Way...

Free Floating

We search so much for the right choices, the right paths to walk, the right time, the right reasons, and the right person. But life isn't just about searching for things. It's also about letting the unexpected happen and finding joy in things and people we never searched for.

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The Person You Become

Notice: Most of my blogs are never personal. I do not like to talk about myself too much or to disclose a lot. However, it’s a new me. It is a new day. I would like to share more personal blogs with my audience. I also want to thank each and every one of you for being loyal readers. I truly appreciate it, and hope that I can keep my writing interesting enough for you to keep visiting.

Overtime things change and people change. Some become independent, control freaks, uptight, or free floating. We notice the changes accruing however, when do we realize that these characteristics have yield to the extreme?

I never changed because I had power or an ego. I changed because of every challenge life has thrown at me. I use to be a sweetheart, easy going and flexible. Overtime I started to adapt characteristic of extreme black and white things (either it is or it isn’t, yes or no), too independent to the point where even if I did need help I would never ask, and too structured. I want my old self back. I want to stay independent but don’t mind being taken care of, I want to do things on my own but if someone offers help I want to be able to accept, I want to be flexible, have fun and enjoy that ride. In order to do all that I need to lower my guard and that is something I am not willing to do at this point in time.

I went from someone who had feelings and who could feel emotion to someone who is numb. I have felt so much hurt and pain that I can’t feel anything anymore. I found it unsettling but at the same time I would have to say it was the best feeling in the world to feel cared for and to feel special. And then it disappeared. If I never feel that feeling again it’s okay, I’ll live. I just hope that one day I am lucky enough to feel that daily.

Currently, I do have a good head on my shoulders. I know what I want in life, I know where I am going, I have a plan and goals. I have a successful career that I thank god every day for. I have amazing friends who are there for me and a family who cares for me very much. Yet, I am working on bettering myself.

Happiness to Pain

It’s better to have never felt the happiness than to be tortured by the pain of it ending.
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Blink of an Eye

I learned a long time ago, that a blink of an eye in itself is nothing. But the eye that blinks, that is something. A span of life is nothing. But the man who lives that span, he is something. He can fill that tiny span with meaning, so its quality is immeasurable though its quantity may be insignificant. A man must fill his life with meaning, meaning is not automatically given to life.

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Mistakes are often Life's way of clearing the path towards positive results.
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One serious talk gone gone gone

People should learn to face problems, not run away from them. If a person rather abandon you than talking things through it tells you a lot of them and how the future might be. Something gets tough and they run. Better to find out ahead of time instead of finding out when you both are in deep.
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Wish

It never ended....
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