2012 and a Warm Thank You!

Dear reader,
First off I would like to wish you a happy new year. I wish you all the very best this year. Also if you believe the world is ending here is some advice:
1) Try something new
2) Don't have any regrets
3) For all the Virgins ...go get laid.
For those who do not believe the world is ending ...try and make this year better than your last.

I love my readers!
Thank you for the support, encouraging emails and comments (for those who leave them on the blog). I hope that this year I can write motivational pieces and step away from the short blurbs I have been doing for the past 6 or so months. Also, if you all have a topic in mind that you would like me to write on please do not hesitate to email me or leave a comment.

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New Year

As the new year approaches look back at your achievements of 2011, look at the laughter, the love, the hurt and pain. Start 2012 with a clear conscience, make things right, pray that karma doesn't punish you.

I wish everyone the best of luck in everything they do in 2012.

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To All My Blog Readers...

Merry Christmas! May the Christmas season, fill your home with joy, your heart with love & your life with laughter!

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What...

Is your purpose in life?

I answered: To help people

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Marsha Ambrosius - Far Away

So sad to see you go so soon I know that you ain't coming back In the beginning everything was cool Toward the end of it all it's all bad I know I played my part in making it what it is And I know that you did the same I guess i'm up outta here I'm moving on again I'm sure that you will understand I play by the rules You play by the game I couldn't of stayed It's easier to say Cause I was by your side When you went through the pain I guess it doesn't matter now that you're so far away

And every minute you're gone I'm missing you so I can't believe that you're far away Can't get you out of my mind Boy you're out of my life I can't believe that you're far away Everything would be different, If you could hear me baby Now that you're so far away Didn't want you to go babe, babe

Ooh tear stains on my pillow Tryna forget ya Don't know what i'm gonna do More days and counting I've been laying and staring Myself in the mirror All alone in my room I can't feel this way again Gonna think with my head Cause my heart is what got me here So hurt from what you've done More than enough reasons for me to move on Cause I gave you my word You put your trust in me Supposed to be the one to give you what you need I was by your side When we were meant to be Guess it doesn't matter now that you're so...

Far away And every minute you're gone I'm missing you so I can't believe that you're far away Can't get you out of my mind Boy you're out of my life I can't believe that you're far away Everything would be different If you could hear me baby Now that you're so far away Yeah, Yeah.

If I'd have known Sunday morning That you would be gone I would have never come home I wouldn't have answered my phone To hear the voice at a tone I knew that something was wrong babe The cops the one who had told me That you was alone inside an empty room Identified you as my baby Oh my baby So far away (far away)

And every minute you're gone I'm missing you so I can't believe that you're far away Can't get you out of my mind Boy you're out of my life I can't believe that you're far away Everything would be different If you could hear me baby Now that you're so far away Yeah... Can't believe that you're gone

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Winners vs. Losers

Winners look at what they are going to, losers look at what they are going through.

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Anyone?

Enough said...
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Memories...

Sade - Somebody Already Broke My Heart

You came along when I needed a saviour
Someone to pull me through somehow
I've been torn apart so many times
I've been hurt so many times before
So I'm counting on you now

Somebody already broke my heart
Somebody already broke my heart

Here I am
So don't leave me stranded
On the end of a line
Hanging on the edge of a lie
I've been torn apart so many times
I've been hurt so many times before
So be careful and be kind

Somebody already broke my heart
If someone has to lose, I don't want to play
Somebody already broke my heart
No, no I can't go there again

You came along when I needed a saviour
Someone to pull me through somehow
I've been torn apart so many times
I've been hurt so many times before
So I'm counting on you now

Somebody already broke my heart
If someone has to lose, I don't want to play
Somebody already broke my heart
No, no I can't go there again

Hang Up

Apologies mean nothing to me anymore. Because I know they can't take back pain or how an individual made someone feel. Neither will it fix what's broken. The fact remains that on several occasions lies were told. I could never forgive a liar and someone who can give up so easily. Someone who can hang up on a person who they claim to care for. Someone who will delete you out of their life.Everyone has a past that will hold them back from things, learn to get over it. Stop using it as an excuse. It is what it is. If your not in control of your emotions someone or something else is.
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Leave Me Alone

Believer

Never Felt The Way...

Free Floating

We search so much for the right choices, the right paths to walk, the right time, the right reasons, and the right person. But life isn't just about searching for things. It's also about letting the unexpected happen and finding joy in things and people we never searched for.

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The Person You Become

Notice: Most of my blogs are never personal. I do not like to talk about myself too much or to disclose a lot. However, it’s a new me. It is a new day. I would like to share more personal blogs with my audience. I also want to thank each and every one of you for being loyal readers. I truly appreciate it, and hope that I can keep my writing interesting enough for you to keep visiting.

Overtime things change and people change. Some become independent, control freaks, uptight, or free floating. We notice the changes accruing however, when do we realize that these characteristics have yield to the extreme?

I never changed because I had power or an ego. I changed because of every challenge life has thrown at me. I use to be a sweetheart, easy going and flexible. Overtime I started to adapt characteristic of extreme black and white things (either it is or it isn’t, yes or no), too independent to the point where even if I did need help I would never ask, and too structured. I want my old self back. I want to stay independent but don’t mind being taken care of, I want to do things on my own but if someone offers help I want to be able to accept, I want to be flexible, have fun and enjoy that ride. In order to do all that I need to lower my guard and that is something I am not willing to do at this point in time.

I went from someone who had feelings and who could feel emotion to someone who is numb. I have felt so much hurt and pain that I can’t feel anything anymore. I found it unsettling but at the same time I would have to say it was the best feeling in the world to feel cared for and to feel special. And then it disappeared. If I never feel that feeling again it’s okay, I’ll live. I just hope that one day I am lucky enough to feel that daily.

Currently, I do have a good head on my shoulders. I know what I want in life, I know where I am going, I have a plan and goals. I have a successful career that I thank god every day for. I have amazing friends who are there for me and a family who cares for me very much. Yet, I am working on bettering myself.