Fake vs. Real

Is my smile fake or real... No one will ever know

Depression kills

True Feelings...

Harsh

Your harsh words pierce my heart

Your loud scream deepen my wounds 

You make a dead soul want to kill itself 

Please leave I can't take it anymore 

Forever numb 

Forever cold

Hate in my heart 

Death in my soul 

*my words, my canvas"

Birthday

Tomorrow is my birthday and I have to say it feels like just another day.... Can that day just be over with already...

Forgotten

Am I that easily forgotten....

Empty

Everyone thinks I have it all but it's so empty behind these walls...

I don't want any part of it...

If this is what the world has become I don't want any of it. If this is how men treat women I am thankful to be alone. If this is what women think they deserve count me out. I have way too much offer to be manipulated and played. 

*My Words, My Canvas*

Respect

I refuse to respect those people I have lost all respect for... 

Shape our future...

The sweetest people get the poorest treatment. While the disrespectful and ignorant get treated like queens and kings. The way you treat others will shape the future. 

*My Words, My Canvas"

Nothing

Whether in a room full of people or in a room all alone ... I always feel invisible and I am ashamed to admit that to those who love me.

Been too long...

I haven't written in a while, I've been dead on the inside for far to long to write. Something that once came to me so effortlessly, now seems to take so much out of me. I contemplate whether to share or not, there are several nights I grab my phone and write, but never post. I feel like there was a time where my readers looked forward to hearing from me but now maybe they have all drifted away.

I'm just tired ...is this really life? So many people are making it a game...

*My Thoughts, My Canvas*

Feeling of the night

What happened is, we grew lonely
living among the things...

*my words, my canvas*

It's all about quotes...

“Try not to become a man of success. Rather become a man of value.”
― Albert Einstein

“If I told you I’ve worked hard to get where I’m at, I’d be lying, because I have no idea where I am right now.”

“You educate a man; you educate a man. You educate a woman; you educate a generation.”
― Brigham Young

“Do not be deceived: bad company corrupts good morals.”  

Life's Motto

Expect nothing, for you shall never be disappointed...

*My Words, My Canvas*