Hello World!

I’m the girl who just doesn’t care. No I really don’t. Of course I am the girl who is stone cold and yet free and uninhibited. That’s me regardless of the situation. I’m a little more than a girl flirting with every eye that’s fixed in my direction. I am much more than, “Just That Girl.”

I am so many things. I am a woman, I am a daughter, I am a sister, I am a bitch, I am strong, I am arrogant, I am passionate, and at times I can even be very fragile and emotional. Most importantly I am a complicated person. Always have, and always will be.

If you haven’t figured it out yet, I am not your everyday woman. Do not confuse me as one. I like chaos, I love playing with fire (metaphorically), I enjoy talking about forbidden subjects, I do not fall in love easily, and if I do not like something I disappear like forgotten dust particles. I am just different that way, stubborn more like it, but definitely different.

I am a major smart ass if you can’t take it don’t dish it. I love people who are fun, positive, and who know where they are going in life and know what steps to take to get there. I’m very independent ambitious, and I am as blunt and honest as they get. I would rather speak up then stay quite. If you do not like a challenge then I should say, I am not impressed. Be careful, I am a handful of confidence, quick witted, sarcastic. I don’t do reckless shit that will cause me or my family to lose self – respect.

I have very low tolerance for stupidity, no amount of looks or charm will reverse the fact that you are an idiot. I enjoy conversing with people who can mentally challenge me. You know that saying, “People in your life are here for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.” It’s kind of funny how life works itself out. I try not to control it, I also tell others to not control it. I keep telling the ones I love, “Things are going to happen as they intend to” In the end life does what is needs to do, not what we want it to do.

The quote I mentioned above, yeah the one about people being in our lives for a reason, is suppose to indicate that they come into our path for a purpose. As soon as there task is done they depart.

If you further analyze the quote was come to those who are there for a season. A short period of time where they play an integral role in our lives, and as soon as we grow out of the period and the season expires, they slowly phase out of our lives and disappear forever.

Finally, let’s get to the point! The ones in our lives who are here for our lifetime. These are the people who stand beside us through the growing pains of our lives. The ones who laugh and cry with us, the ones whose shoulder is always there, available for us to lean on and only they have strong arms to hold us when we need a safe haven to retreat to.

In the beginning I mentioned how I attempted to not control life; in all reality the truth is inevitable. It’s hard to figure out where people fit. I do want to control life. I want to categorize people into classifications.

If you are here for a reason you are in my life to teach me a valuable lesson, and you will be leaving me soon. Therefore I can only invest so much of myself with you. If you are going to be here for a season. I only have you for a set amount of time. We both need one another. We are supposed to be each other’s vessels and carry one another from one phase to the other. And you my lifetime, you are here for the rest of my life, through thick and thin you mean the world to me. I can not ever get rid of you, and you will forever cherish me through my faults and short comings. I need to keep you forever. You are my driving force and the cause of serious changes that have taken place in my life.

Yes, I am a work in progress. Constantly evolving, and becoming more aware of myself, and my mistakes. It just so happens, the person who comes into my life for a lifetime will help this work in progress.